Sleepless Nights

I've been walking around blind for so long that it seems being blind is a blessing. Ain't nobody stressing me about testing, the limits, the water, and everything that I'm destined. Destiny befriended me but now it hinders me from my living, from my day to day, my rights and wrongs, my minute by minutes, but my hours are strong and I long for the sleep where the limits don't peek, 'cause I've done some things that have made me weak. I don't wanna say them but my actions are out loud. I used to be a wild child, and no I'm not proud, and I don't wanna be like that no more. You think that my life is unicorn and I know that my life is just uniform but I don't wanna get in line nor conform. So don't think that for a second I'll give in and I think that my body is sentenced to shut down, 'cause I'm drawing outside the lines and summoning all the cries and thinking outside the box and forego, some people are assholes who just wanna lasso others to hassle, it can't be checkmate if I castle. I don't really wanna go down without a fight but I might...